LOVE IS LOVE

Well it's been a while since I have written, But why only express things when you're sad... Shit.. Well Sunday I went to the Equality March In DC (thanks Erin) It was amazing!! THe best thing happened while we marched I was looking up in the sky and there was a rainbow.. I knew god was a drag queen. I saw Cynthia Nixon aka Miranda from sex in the city who looked FABULOUS.. I was deeply touched by so many signs and people.. Like the old gays who want to know "how much longer must we wait I'm 82 hurry." or the bi-racial couple who's sign read "our marriage was once illegal too!" I just don't understand why we live in a country that is supposed to be about freedom, yet it's really not.. I don't know why people care so much if a man & man or Women & women want to marry??? love is love!! I feel there are more important issues we should be concentrating on then stopping gay marriage!!! GET OVER IT!!! I believe in equality for everyone and will keep marching with my gays till they get it!!!

ARE YOU OK???????

It depends on what you think is OK??? I miss you so much this feeling really sucks. I just want to call you and let you know I still care. He wasn't just my man but a really good friend. We use to laugh and have so much fun. I did believe you were the one. Don't you ever wonder how people just change or is it you finally see who they really are? I wish it didn't get nasty and we both had to be so cruel. The way it went down was very uncool! do you think you can care to much and that's how things get fucked up or is it that we really never cared enough? I thought we did everything to each other we possibly could, apparently I was wrong because this time its really done! We say everything happens for a reason sometimes I cant help but to wonder is that true or do we say it so we dont feel so blue? I will let it out so soon I can let it go till then I'll have to get my strength from a Cher song.oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I"VE BEEN DUMPED...

So I guess it happens to all of us yet once again he's just not that into me. I did think that this one would be different as we always do! I'm very much a single party girl who doesn't bother with love, but i know we do all want it! For me as most of us the fear gets in the way so the no commit is not only fun but safe you can't get hurt .. example "Hey you it's time to get out of my bed". As i said goodbye to my twenties this year and have calmed down a bit i said don't be afraid you like Celine can love again and I did. We were friends for a long time our connection was great we would laugh and always have soo much fun! Our past did have upS & downs we were young when we first met.. So we finally got together after all these years at first it was amazing as if how could we of waited so long to be together?! THEN slowly reality set in and the fairy tale ended. There in my room on the phone 5 months after it began I GOT DUMPED.. Then the second personality started coming out you know the mean, I'm gonna tell you, asshole. like serious? come on be adult.. But how can I ask that from a child. hahaaha had to throw in some of my bitterness. As I cry my eyes out and think oh not again I really loved this time I gave more to him then i ever gave.. So I called my friends not just Grey Goose, but the hardcore amazing peeps that I have in my life you know the ones that will egg some one or mail a bag of shit to them..Your dirt Friends! They as they always do help me see the light which of course was dancing and KARAOKE.. I know that I'm hurt and a tad bit bitter now but with time I'll be OK.. We always are right???!!